February 19th

The date has been on an index card and taped to our door since my first orthopedic surgeon appointment. It's the date of my next appointment and Linds taped it there to remind me that that is what I was working toward and for us to pray about it. I have really learned to pray believing that God is going to do what I ask. I understand that He might not, but that's ok. I am still going to believe because I know that He can. And if He doesn't, that doesn't make Him any less capable.

I want more than anything in the world to walk again right now, and I know that God can make that happen sooner than the doctors expect. I also I know I will eventually and that it has only been a month, making this a very unrealistic aspiration. I just don't know if I can do this for 2 more months, y'all. The point of all of this is to ask y'all to please pray around 1:30 tomorrow. I'm so nervous about what they are going to make me do with my leg, how bad it will hurt, and what they are going to say. I've recently had some really intense bruising come out of nowhere and I'm really praying that it is only part of the healing process and nothing to be worried about. Of course I will keep y'all updated. Thanks sweet bloggy friends.

ps- Lindsey and I gave our blogs makeovers last night, so if you read this on some kind of blog manager deal (like I use bloglines), you should really come to our actual pages and check that out :)